Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Two weeks.....

ago my body was preparing to say good bye to my baby boy. I had no idea. I am so sorry but I have been thnking. We really don't no what tomorrow brings. Hold your spouse tight, kiss your kids, sing them a song, and be KIND!! My heart is hurting. I trust Jesus. And would like to be used by the Lord to encourage people to LOVE. Have a great day.



Vicki

2 comments:

mommy4 said...

Oh my sweet friend. My heart aches with you and please know that we are walking down this road with you. Truly, we think about you guys on a daily basis. I always want to call and just say nothing. Lexy asks how Colin is all the time. I really wish we were closer. I was reminded today too about how fragile life is and really we just don't know what tomorrow will bring or for that matter the next hour. As you know we took Isaac for a follow up from his craniovault reconstruction. He was complaining of headaches and apparently they take them very serious! So after his MRI and CT scan we went to the dr. films and all so he could tell us if anything was going on. He didn't see anything to warrant concern. However, the radiologist called and told him we should check out a spot on his bone in his head. The dr. said he didn't see it but he didn't think it was a tumor or anything like that. My first thought was WHAT?! TUMOR! HUH?! Honestly, Vicki, this life is hard, it doesn't get easier but our faith does get stronger. Some people go through so much and sometimes it seems as if others have it so easy. I don't know why God gives us our cup to drink daily but I know that it must be for HIS glory, and really what ever tomorrow brings I know I wouldn't trade my "refining" for anyone elses. Yes, I felt the same as you today, all I did was hold Isaac and tell him how much I love him and he told me "yeah, my Father in heaven loves me too". I am so thankful for these miracle children I have and thank you for the reminder to keep lovin on them. I love you tons. To God be the Glory!

booshy said...

Life is certainly precious. It is so hard when that reminder his us like a mack truck. My heart goes out to you.